2017 had me spinning… up, down, sideways, round and round… it was such a positive year in many ways with seeing my youngest daughter graduate with honors, get into the university of her choice with a kick-ass financial package and tons of scholarships. My oldest daughter excelled in her college program with classroom teachers putting trust in her they usually reserve for higher-level students and grad programs now courting her, hoping she’ll choose them. My husband started a job with a boss who values him and recognizes that he has a family. And I got to travel-to amazing places and have experiences that I had never dreamed I’d have (hello kissing a sting ray and swimming in a bioluminescent bay). I enjoyed time with family and friends talking, running, cooking, exploring, snorkeling, hiking, decorating, lifting, celebrating eating, and drinking. I spent time with family I hadn’t spent time with in a while, reconnected with old friends and made new ones. I had great sadness and joy, often times mixed together. I got lost in loneliness, sometimes more than I’d admit to others, but gradually found my way out. I enjoyed music and laughter and way too many hours of Netfix, Showtime, Starz and HBO series snuggled up on the couch with my pup. I was fit and healthy, fell off the wagon, then gently hoisted myself back on it again. But above all, I loved. I loved deeply and with all of me.
2018 will bring more joy, perhaps with a tiny touch of sadness sprinkled in for balance. It will bring a healthier life-physically, mentally, spiritually. It will bring physical challenges of at least one half-marathon, maybe more. It will bring more travel, more music, more laughter and love. More time with family. More time with friends. I’ll do a little more Netflix, Showtime, Starz, HBO binge watching snuggled up with Zoe on our comfy couch. I’ll have opportunities to see my daughters thrive as they continue to navigate adulthood. I’ll treasure the time spent with each of them. I’ll cherish time with my guy enjoying good food, music, laughter, bad jokes, holding hands…
I’ll live. I’ll laugh. I’ll love.